When I moved to Texas my mother expressed reservations. She had heard about the racism that Texas is so well known for. I had never been to Texas and I certainly felt I was up to the challenge. However, I have seen more racial hostility directed at blacks here in Texas than anyplace I've ever lived. Its in the way white people speak to us. Its in the way they treat us. Its in the lower level jobs they reserve for us. Racism runs rampid in Texas. Especially in corporate America. This racism has actually turned me into being a very racially hostile person. I have lost all respect for white people. I've found myself having verbal altercations with many white people since I've lived here. It's refreshing to be able to tell those sons of bitches just where they can go. It shocks them. They are so use to blacks being passive when they meet one whose ready to take their asses on they don't even know how to react. I understand all whites are not racist but so many of them are here I no longer feel the need to even make a distinction.
These are some of the most bigoted, hateful, mean spirited, and ignorant white people I've ever met. In my life. And no I won't run from Texas. I'll stay right here to give them hell. Goddamn them.
What makes me sad however is the fact my cousin moved to Texas after I did. He is in his mid 40's and I had never heard him say a word about racism until he moved to Texas. He now hates white people even more than I do. This anger we both share and our shared experiences with white supremacy in Texas has made us look at America differently. In many ways America is still a very racially hostile place and I'm tired of white liberals screaming "Peace".
I'm ready for war.
Fuck working for these devils in their companies. Fuck begging these bigoted rednecks for a job and taking the scraps they pay us. I'm tired of seeing lesser educated and lesser experienced white people make more money than I. Fuck their companies. May their wives be raped and their children die of cancer. May the gates of hell unloose upon them. May the wrath of God come against them and all they build up. May their nation, their crowning achievement, FAIL.
Shit I'm rooting for CHINA.
The U.S. Is a RACIST COUNTRY. It was, it is, and it always will be. For every successful black that's given the chance, over a million have those doors closed. How many goddamn stats, and studies, will it take that show blacks being disproportionately affected by racism in health, housing, employment and in the judicial system before blacks wake up and realize these white people are not working with us, they are working against us.
FUCK THE U.S.
FUCK THE AMERICAN FLAG. IT MEANS NOTHING TO ME. I, ALONG WITH MILLIONS OF SILENT OTHERS, FEEL NO SENSE OF PATRIOTISM. WHY SHOULD WE WHEN THIS SYSTEM IS SO FUCKING DISCRIMINATORY?
THE AMERICAN FLAG IS NOT "MY" FLAG. ITS THE NOT FLAG OF BLACK PEOPLE. NOT EVEN THE RICH, ACCOMPLISHED ONES. THEY STILL FACE RACISM TOO.
I SPEAK FOR MILLIONS OF OTHERS WHEN I SAY WE'LL GIVE OUR ALLEGIANCE TO ANY COUNTRY THAT WILL PROVIDE US AN EQUAL CHANCE.
FUCK THESE EVIL, DEMONIC WHITE DEVILS.
ESPECIALLY THESE NASTY, SWEATY, INBRED, BACKWOODS, CLASSLESS HICKS HERE IN TEXAS.
This entire system was meant to entrap, ensnare and indebt people of African Ancestry.
I'm not alone in my belief. I speak to so many other blacks who have even more anger than I do.
My next door neighbor has quadruple my anger. It's refreshing to speak with her and share our experiences with racial discrimination. Since I've lived in Texas I've heard so many stories from other African Americans about their experiences. Recently at work an older black male coworker called me to the side and told me "you know, Texas is still such a racist place". I just looked at him and said "yes, I know".
These white demons act like we're suppose to be blind when they take these young white males and "groom" them for higher positions. They get brought into the company very often with "no" experience and in no time they've advanced well over higher qualified blacks in pay and status.
As blacks we are told "for this position you need so many years of experience and so much education", however, white guys right out of college are hired on in that very position and trained to do the job. And that's a big "IF" they even went to college.
Some of these white devils don't consider themselves racist because they don't say 'nigger' but their too dumb to understand when they put a higher qualified black in a position of being a paper pusher and hire the lesser educated white guy to be manager they are in fact performing a racist act.
These filthy hillbillies don't know that the anger in the black community that is right beneath the surface will one day brim over.
Payback will be a motherfucker.
They can't imprison us all.
They can't kill us all.
This system in America is WICKED.
We don't live in a post racial society.
It's about time we stopped pretending we do.
